Monday, August 21st, 2006
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12:57 pm - Shoot me!
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JUst shoot me! Today sucks And all I did was go food shoping!
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Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
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2:00 pm - meeting
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If there is going to be a meeting here. I can pick up any new bunswick area people.just let me know I can fit three in my car
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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
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5:14 am - fun fun fun
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I had fun. loads of it. And thank you all for the complements on my outfit as It is the first time I have cross dressed In public.
current mood:  calm
current music: lick my love pump -spinal tap
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Monday, February 21st, 2005
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5:00 am - FUN FUN FUN
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I had fun. loads of it. And thank you all for the complements on my outfit as It is the first time I have cross dressed In public.
current mood:  awake
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Thursday, February 10th, 2005
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5:38 am - why me
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Well I go back to work today.As I was sick for 6 days.being sick sucks,But not because of the illness.because it Makes me relax.A skill I have yet to learn.And It also makes me think.About every thing.Like for instance my job.I like my job.I like the people I work with.But I get this coment often from people I work with and friends,and it makes me boil."Chris you are so smart why are you doing this.there are so many other things you can be doing with your life".Well what is it.please some one tell me.people don't say this shit unless they mean it.I don't even have a clue of what else to do with my self.I'm a college drop out.Yes I have had lots of differnt jobs and yes i can do many things.but what is it ? what am I missing? SOME ONE TELL ME PLEASE WHAT AM I SUPOSED TO BE DOING?!!!!!!!!
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Friday, January 28th, 2005
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5:57 am - why
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Why do i feel like I should Be doing more with my self.For some unknown reason I have been feeling this way for some time.Here I am a 30 year old guy.who droped out of college. can get a job doing anything (and make good money).can do almost any thing.and yet i feel blah all the time It sucks it realy does.cant loose weight ,i smoke,barly eat,work my ass of ,have a great woman at my side,2 classic cars,built computers,trains,cars.ect. and yet I do not feel satisfied.It sucks.it sucks because people say im to intence,scary,you stand there like a giant ready to step on me.WTF Its not my falt.some ppl are even pissed that "oh my god he droped out of college and hes smarter and can get better jobs than me"well F U.i DID NOT ASK FOR THIS.Its who I am I fuck up like every one else and do my best to get by every day.every day for me is the same.(wake up smoke drink coffee shower get dressed go to work come home eat sit in front of computer go to bed)and my weekends(wake up smoke drink go pay bills buy food sit in front of computer sleep) now I do this every day.now Im dressing like a woman
and yes It is relaxing.I dont do it for a sexual kick.I have always felt a female side but never embrased It.So now I am my woman is ok with it but she told me that I look like a woman and its scary.I wish I could go out like this but I dont I will get ny ass kicked in my neighborhood.well im done venting later
current mood:  weird
current music: pump it up-elvis costelo
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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6:29 am - had fun
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I had fun last night tumultys and meeting every one that went there.i am lookimg forward to seeing you all at the over night
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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7:15 am - yay i made it
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7:11 am - I finaly made it
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Yay I finally made it
HI jeff hi all
So jeff when do you need help
And what can i do
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